Sicky

So there I was this morning at work, wearing a cute outfit I'd thought out and even taken the time to iron the shirt. Big deal, I know! Then I realized I was freezing. Sometimes the office fluctuates in temperature so I didn't think anything of it. After a good half hour I was still freezing and I said so out loud and put on my coat. My boss looked at me and said "YOU are cold?!" You see, usually I am the one in the office who is dying because it's so hot and everyone else in there is freezing. As soon as she said that I knew what it was. I must be getting sick. Within the next hour, I went home because I started to feel the same way I always do when I get my version of "sick". My stomach felt gross, I was super tired, my head got fuzzy...it was coming on! So my kind, kind coworkers sent me home so I could get better today and not get even more sick. I spent the day in bed thinking I was an idiot for going home. I feel like it makes me look stupid to go home sick when I'm not puking or something. But I know my body and I know I'm my kind of sick. Usually I'm in bed a whole day with it. I think it's a type of flu maybe? That's what I've decided. Then I woke up from a nap and I feel a little worse. Yup. I'm sick. Good thing I came home! But my good friend Deborah stopped by and brought me some yummy soup and banana bread, so I can't really complain :)

I'm still waiting to hear on that job I talked about earlier. It's really stressing me out. I just want to know! Even if I don't get it (as sad as that would be) I need to be able to start making other plans. Stressful, stressful.... Could be adding to my body shutting down. Thank you to all of you who have been rooting for me, even if you aren't ever going to read this post. It really makes me feel loved that so many people want to see me stay where I'm at and even be their boss. I take it as quite a compliment because these are people I respect very much. Guess we'll see what happens! Whichever way, I've been very blessed these last four years! I'm a lucky girl.

Well, that's all for now. I might go curl up in my warm blanket and watch a chick flick. I hear they're good for sick people you know...