I have had a super crummy week. Yes, there have been some fun and happy moments but for the most part, I have not been very happy. I am a person that gets stressed easily to begin with but when things start building up, I try to handle it and just can't. This last week I have been super stressed over planning all the stuff for Reno and trying to figure out how to rent a car, the best way to do it, etc. After a week and a half of worrying about that, Des's parents decided to let us take their car after all, which is a huge relief. I'm just praying nothing happens now to validate their original answer. School has been alright but honestly, Reno, money, planning, problems with friends, and I'm sure some other nit picky things were taking up my priorities and I'm pretty sure I bombed a test this morning. I'm not even exaggerating or being dramatic. I wouldn't be surprised if I literally failed this test. I am soo upset and that stressed me out even more. I could just cry. Again. I have cried like three times this week. What a horrible, stressful week! I am just done with everything! I don't want to go to school, I don't want to go to work, I just want to sleep. and run. But thankfully, I am leaving for Reno and the WAC tournament tomorrow which will then be followed by Spring Break next week. This vacation and then the break are soooo needed right now it's not even funny. I am just so excited to go have fun with my friends the next few days and then come back and have very little to do. It's going to be so great! I really need to just be able to let everything go and start new. Well, obviously not completely new. There are still consequences to this last week. But I can continue forward and make do with what I have.
Tonight I have a lot to do! I have to pack for Reno (since I won't have time tomorrow before we need to leave), run a bunch of errands, mail my sister's birthday present (why is she turning 15 already?! yikes!!!), and other things before I have to go to a performance for my Art Symposium class. It's a crazy week. I just want to be in Reno, playing. Soon enough! Well, I feel better after that little rant. Things will get better. I am really looking forward to this break!
Also, AGGIES ARE THE REGULAR SEASON WAC CHAMPIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! On to take the Tournament! Woot! Woot! :)
I'm glad you're having a great time in Reno!!! love you, love you, love you, love you ... TONS
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